Will the day come? The day, the unvaccinated such as me can fly to Michigan not just as a tourist...
I appreciate Collie often sends me Michigan photos to fill me in, but my heart is somewhat vacant.
I live in Japan, and I don't know what I should feel from those pictures.
Which way I should channel my passion or energy into, Michigan where I might live, or here in Tokyo where my life is? The fact it is still uncertain after more than a dozen years is agony for me.
God, May I ask you a favor? "Please let him decide."
My heart has already broken under repeated denials to my dearest hope. It's too cruel. I don't want to be given a false hope any longer.
I look forward to hearing from you, Rose
